The news!

So....I'm pregnant! Pretty much I think everyone that reads this already knows. And if you don't well now you do. :-) I just found out on Monday so I'm only a month along. We're waiting to tell most people in the middle of May when I'm 3 months. I'm excited though! I'm hoping for a girl, but of course would be happy with a boy too. A girl would mean that I'm done having kids and a boy would mean that the idea of having another would still be there. I really really want a little girl. Boys grow up and don't need their Mommy's as much. Girls grow up and call their Mom's for advice and all that stuff. I want that kind of relationship when I'm older. So we'll see......

I have been so nauseous ( not really sure how to spell that word!) this time. I didn't get like this with Kayden till the end of my pregnancy. I hope this doesn' t last! -not a fun feeling!

I keep asking Kayden if he wants a baby and he says "no" every time. It's funny. He has no idea what he's in for! And neither does Brooklyn! She's probably gonna be like. "oh no! not another one of them!!!!" haha :-) poor little girl is so abused by Kayden. He doesn't know his own strength. He hugs her but lands on top of her when he does so and hurts her....he's not trying to, it just happens!

Jon had the same reaction as before about the pregnancy, except this time he knew of the possibility. It wasn't a complete surprise like last time. :-) He's worried about having another kid for completely different reasons than I am. I'm fine with his reasons. It's just the nights that I'm worried about. or if I go into labor in the middle of the night again. But we'll deal with all that when the time comes. I know that God will get me through all that. Before I got pregnant I was worried about having another child because of being afraid. I told Jon that it was just a trust issue for me. I just need to trust that God will take care of us and that I will get through the nights and hopefully I won't be too nervous about Jon having a seizure. I have eight months to prepare myself!

Well that's all for now.....I'm gonna go take a nap! Pregnancy has made me tired already! :-)