Pregnancy ramblings

So I find myself just totally consumed with being pregnant. I look at the babycenter website daily and anticipate every tuesday when I'm another week along. I'm so anxious for the baby to be bigger and actually feel pregnant. Coz other than feeling sick now and then and other mild pregnancy symptoms, I don't really "feel" pregnant without a belly. I want to feel my baby kick. Still a long ways away though. It's funny coz I don't remember feeling this way when I was pregnant with Kayden. Maybe coz it was all new and I didn't know what to expect. Now I do and I'm longing for the middle of pregnancy. I know that it will be here fast enough and I'll think, where did the time go? But for right now, it seems to be taking forever. I've known for 2 weeks now and it's seemed like I've know for forever. I wonder if that also has to do with the fact that this time it was planned, so even before I knew, I was hoping. Last time was just totally out of the blue.

Also, I realized that I should have highlighted my hair before getting pregnant. I got it highlighted in January and it's in definite need of a pick me up! But, I can't highlight it during the first trimester, so I'll just have to be patient and wait and try to wear my hair in a way that it's not as noticeable. So you won't be seeing and straight hair for a while as that makes it more obvious. Curly seems to hide it better. So curly hair it is until the end of May! Maybe I'll go get it highlighted on my birthday. :-)

Also, another confession is that I have this strange longing for twins! I know CRAZY right? Jon would definitely disagree with that. He doesn't read my blog so he won't know. :-) He refuses to read all blogs, including mine. Oh well. Anyways though, I don't know what it is. I just feel like it would be so cool. Not sure if I would agree afterwards...lol. Probably if I thought about that, I'd scare myself out of the idea. But anyways, that's been on my mind lately. Two girls. :-) I know that would make two grandmother's and a cousin very happy. :-)

My first appt. is on Wednesday, April 1st. and yes I realize the date. April Fool's Day. So I will update on Wednesday. I'm sure there won't be much done. Bloodwork unfortunately. :-( Hopefully that goes well. A little peeing in a cup, the usual. haha. So we'll see.